bugs

yesterday
i had the whole zoo again
and i realized
that it only becomes a zoo
when the third one
enters the picture

that's the loud one too

by the end of the day
i had a headache
and felt like i'd run
a marathon
well, i think
i've never run a marathon

so today's slow start
has been much, much better

lots of decisions
to be made
in the next couple of days
been praying
but still confused
watched bug's life yesterday
and those bugs with the cones
on their butts that create the spotlight
make me laugh
i wish God would
light up the answers
like one of those bugs
lit up the sky

i'm so strange to connect
those bugs and answers to prayers
oh, well
i never claimed to be normal :)